It's been weeks now since my punishment. What was truly amazing to find what I've been searching for now feels like abandonment filled with fear. The past few weeks have been extremely hard on me as a person as well as a sub. I feel like I've been knocked off my feet in alot of ways and I wonder if he can see through my walls now. When I'm alone the pain is so intense. The things I've done in defiance are not typical for me. The Dom I know would have not tolerated my behavior. I guess its my way of dealing with the lack of control and structure that made me push the limits. I wonder what our next meeting will hold and will I be able to keep my walls up?
Welcome to Domestic Discipline by Sweetcheeks. I wanted to share with other like minded adults who believe in living a life of Domestic Discipline in relationships.
